Sentimental fool

That would be me. This is so typical of me. First, I complain when there is a big change about to happen in my life. Then I begin to love that change. And when its time to get back, I complain again.

I'll miss all of this. *sniff*

Now if you will excuse me I have some senti mails to send. See ya!

Another chapter ends

Quick notes on happenings and my experience working out of a client location in the last 3 months.

1. I felt valued again after a long time.
2. My ego which had taken a beating got a nice boost.
3. Met some really cool and interesting people.
4. Figured out exactly the kind of work I want to do.
5. Was admired and I couldn't understand why.
6. Learnt that I can sit through a 3 hr journey within the city doing nothing.
7. Saw how a big international corporate giant works. Not sure I like it.
8. Realized eating alone sucks more that I thought it would.
9. Gained 3 kilos.
10. Lost an umbrella.
11. Realized people problems are everywhere.
12. Found a new role model.
13. Realized that documentation is not so bad.
14. My public speaking skills improved though it still needs a lot of work.
15. Wrote my first ever farewell mail.
16. Not a single person asked me why I wasn't married yet. (except my classmate from college who I met but he doesn't count.)
17. Bridget Jones Moments were only two, when I almost fell out of the bus and when my umbrella went flying during a conversation with the boss.

Sigh. Time to move on.

Out of my comfort zone

I wish I hadn't made this post. Starting Monday I have to travel 20km (or more?) to work. I am going to be positive about this though knowing that my plan backfired does bother me....just a little bit. Politics at work if nothing is vary vary interesting.

In other news, I am 19 according to the voters list. Good it feels.


Coming soon 'How to make best of 4 hrs (or more?) of travelling a day'. Watch this space.

This has been a good year. But is 'good' good enough? Does wanting more make me a bad person? What I know now is wanting alone is enough. That I have to push the limits, put aside my fears, get over my insecurities and go after those wants. And as I don new roles I realize I have much to learn. That people are important and that relationships more so. That no matter what there will be people who will dislike you. That the mistakes you make will have strong repercussions. And with these new roles comes increased responsibilities. Are things happening too fast or am I not equipped to handle change? I might struggle to find the right balance but I am optimistic. What I love most about the new year is the new hope that it brings along with it. Things can only get better from here. I won't be blogging for a while, was considering quitting blogging all together but I love this space way too much to give it up. Here's wishing you all a merry Christmas and a happy happy new year. Be good and miss me!